Everyday busy calling customer,follow up with customer,explain to customer,advise and suggest customer,convince customer.BUY HOUSE,BUY HOUSE,BUY HOUSE......
I am very tired of these same routine of life.Give some interesting lifestyle to me.I want to change myself,i want to have a better life,i want to be a better man.
Because of money,i have sacrifice a lot of things.No idea whether at the end of my life,i will regret or not.Nobody know......me......no idea
Looking around in this world to find the only one.How?
Hoping can have easy life after become rich.Is this the happiness i want?
She is who?Money is what?What is my needs and wants?Only boring accompany me always.Only tire accompany me when i sleep.Only in dream,i am happy.
I am waiting for more Fantastic and Happiness tomorrows to come true.......
2009年7月29日星期三
Hope
Hope a lot but in return getting nothing
Place hope too much suffer will be more
May be should learn to be satisfy
Hard to live with what is happen now
The trust seen worthless forever
Putting down all the thing
Let it be what it want to be
Try to change it but useless
All the effort done is meaningless
Sometime responsible life is hard to maintain
Attitude and behaviour never change
This is a last chance
Sorry forever
Place hope too much suffer will be more
May be should learn to be satisfy
Hard to live with what is happen now
The trust seen worthless forever
Putting down all the thing
Let it be what it want to be
Try to change it but useless
All the effort done is meaningless
Sometime responsible life is hard to maintain
Attitude and behaviour never change
This is a last chance
Sorry forever
2009年5月13日星期三
Memory...
After watching 'little manhattan' make me remember those day in childhood.
Friends and everything that happen suddenly come on my mind.
Those who is my best friend and those that i like and i hate.
Really miss u all and how u all been now,i am curious...
From kid until now,seeing myself changing...
Remember that i am so childish and no stress,no worried,no anything...totally free.
Time has pass so fast and now everything is change.
Those happiest time seen like passing very fast.
Those difficult time pass very slow...
From behaviour,thinking,attitude,feeling change to more better and some is worst.
The first love always is unforgetable and unreachable...
The sweet memory remain in our brain for whole life.Just memory...
If there is a chance to go back to the past that is so good...but it is impossible.
Everypeople will only go back to the past when we dreaming.
When everything go worst and wrong,we go back to the pass and beginning to find back the truth and the feel can make us realise that what we have now actuaaly is worth.
We should appreciate every moment we together and take care of every people who be with us now.
In realistic,even every people is selfish and bad but inside their heart that is still have the kind and pure element...they just hide them in order to protect themself and not to get hurt.
Everyone also have their stories,sad and happy past.
The meaning of living is to learn how to love everyone who be with me who be with u.
Life is a game,love is a silly game we play in life.
2009年4月22日星期三
Should i put down now?
Cutting the whole jungle trees to get a tree.
Everyone also say that is wrong and cannot be done.
My insist and stubborn get me in this.
In the process of getting the tree seen very tired and thirsty.
Then workers start leaving me one by one due to my headstrong.
After a long time being alone and thinking.
I still insist on it but i am lack of energy and water already.
Getting sick and recover,sick and recover...
After that,nobody left only me alone cutting the tree.
In this case,should i put down now?
I think may be i should.....nobody know!
Everyone also say that is wrong and cannot be done.
My insist and stubborn get me in this.
In the process of getting the tree seen very tired and thirsty.
Then workers start leaving me one by one due to my headstrong.
After a long time being alone and thinking.
I still insist on it but i am lack of energy and water already.
Getting sick and recover,sick and recover...
After that,nobody left only me alone cutting the tree.
In this case,should i put down now?
I think may be i should.....nobody know!
2008年11月29日星期六
Different life!
Sitting in front of the PC,
looking around many things,nothing
checking email,no mail
waiting fren to online chating,no online
playing game,no point!
Everyday the same routine,
waiting for the day to come,
something missing in the piece of my life,
may be no target,no aggressive,no stamina,no hardworking,no way to go...
Sleeping in peace at night
dreaming about something
wake up with reality
continue the things yesterday
stop where i am standing now.
Hoping tomorow became better...
really really better...
...zzzzzzz
looking around many things,nothing
checking email,no mail
waiting fren to online chating,no online
playing game,no point!
Everyday the same routine,
waiting for the day to come,
something missing in the piece of my life,
may be no target,no aggressive,no stamina,no hardworking,no way to go...
Sleeping in peace at night
dreaming about something
wake up with reality
continue the things yesterday
stop where i am standing now.
Hoping tomorow became better...
really really better...
...zzzzzzz
2008年9月26日星期五
Lonely Planet!
Today,eating a fried rice in a restoran alone looking at the people walk around the feeling is like the world is only me alone everybody already go far far away from me.Every people ask me how was ur trip to HK,i have no idea how to answer instead i just said oklor...The word seem like i am cheating everyone those who ask me.Going alone to a place which i not familiar,and very far from the place where i born and stay i thought i can forget something which i ought to forget getting something which i have never ever regret to have it but it seem like i am dreaming during the whole trip.
Lonely planet actually is a magazine,mine fren use this name as a drink which the drink taste sour and sweet with a green colour outlook.Drinking this drink really make me feel that i am alone in this planet no target no direction no light no way can i go...may be i should go back to the past not to come here...but reality seem like not possible for me to think that and always opposite to what i want...time can let us grow in good way or bad way.Sometime i thinking of growing in a bad way so i have no worry no responsible to what i have done and people can notice me.
Living like a undead everyday wearing a mask go work come back home eat bath and sleep really bore and unreal.Getting to know more friends and have more outdoor activities with fren is just a reason for cheating myself.Everything start will always have a ending,everything u want to forget u will always remember...hope that time can past very fast so that sad things can be rub off from the memory.
Lonely planet actually is a magazine,mine fren use this name as a drink which the drink taste sour and sweet with a green colour outlook.Drinking this drink really make me feel that i am alone in this planet no target no direction no light no way can i go...may be i should go back to the past not to come here...but reality seem like not possible for me to think that and always opposite to what i want...time can let us grow in good way or bad way.Sometime i thinking of growing in a bad way so i have no worry no responsible to what i have done and people can notice me.
Living like a undead everyday wearing a mask go work come back home eat bath and sleep really bore and unreal.Getting to know more friends and have more outdoor activities with fren is just a reason for cheating myself.Everything start will always have a ending,everything u want to forget u will always remember...hope that time can past very fast so that sad things can be rub off from the memory.
2008年9月3日星期三
Fate!!!
Yesterday,I receive a sms.This sms prove that i am fail,it make me sad,make me crazy,make me struggle until i can't breath and i cry in the bed.It really let me know that something in this world is unreachable no matter how hard u work for it,it is not urs that means not urs.how u force it,it will not come through...What is it?Love...
This sms really change me alot alot...it let me know my girl is not her.I have to go forward to look for another,may success or failure..i also don't know.May be i still have to struggle to live for a time of period 1 day,1 month,1 year or more than that...my mind is empty,nothing to think,nothing to want,nothing to decide,nothing to dream.Life without dream is like a body without heart.Heartless make ppl sick,make ppl cruel,make ppl negative.Feel like world is going to end not fair to us.
Forget someone is very very difficult,some more is the one u like it will be more struggle.Life always have to make decision.Decide to proceed or to stop.Is there anyone can give me a guide should i stop or should i wait...i am very very tired now,my heart start to work slowly,slowly and slowly......
This sms really change me alot alot...it let me know my girl is not her.I have to go forward to look for another,may success or failure..i also don't know.May be i still have to struggle to live for a time of period 1 day,1 month,1 year or more than that...my mind is empty,nothing to think,nothing to want,nothing to decide,nothing to dream.Life without dream is like a body without heart.Heartless make ppl sick,make ppl cruel,make ppl negative.Feel like world is going to end not fair to us.
Forget someone is very very difficult,some more is the one u like it will be more struggle.Life always have to make decision.Decide to proceed or to stop.Is there anyone can give me a guide should i stop or should i wait...i am very very tired now,my heart start to work slowly,slowly and slowly......
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