I don't used to write diary last time because diary is some very personal thing that only can let us remember our past and not to let other people know.But afterward,i think diary is a very useful for us to know ourself better and to express our feelings.Even until now,i don't write diary because mine memory is quite good,i can remember all the happy,sad,bore,good,bad,lonely day...i just only how to talk only.hehehehe...
About last two week...i was very sad,bore,mine mind is empty,no idea wat will be mine future.Sometime,i want to tell someone something but i afraid this and that...At last,i end out with very frustrated,sitting alone thinking something.Those who know me they will notice that.Then...i keep it and let it be what it will be...sound like very useless right.
Other than that,i keep on working working working hard to get rid of thinking something,someone,sometime and so on...beside that nothing big happen just like normal working eat sleep working eat sleep everyday.Sometime thinking of going vacation but thinking of going alone scare already.Nothing to do is all the time be with me.
My two fren left early this month let me feel more alone next time because nobody can let me bully already.Then somebody,mine fren is going to married end of the year.Then i feel more more boring already.If the clock can stop in one time,this world will have full of joy and happiness.This is what i thinklah,maybe not?Life.......hai... full of regret,struggle and negative.
Life have to go on..the next day i become myself do what i suppose to do which i don't like to(con people con myself).Tired already sleeplor...ZZzzzzz
