Today,eating a fried rice in a restoran alone looking at the people walk around the feeling is like the world is only me alone everybody already go far far away from me.Every people ask me how was ur trip to HK,i have no idea how to answer instead i just said oklor...The word seem like i am cheating everyone those who ask me.Going alone to a place which i not familiar,and very far from the place where i born and stay i thought i can forget something which i ought to forget getting something which i have never ever regret to have it but it seem like i am dreaming during the whole trip.
Lonely planet actually is a magazine,mine fren use this name as a drink which the drink taste sour and sweet with a green colour outlook.Drinking this drink really make me feel that i am alone in this planet no target no direction no light no way can i go...may be i should go back to the past not to come here...but reality seem like not possible for me to think that and always opposite to what i want...time can let us grow in good way or bad way.Sometime i thinking of growing in a bad way so i have no worry no responsible to what i have done and people can notice me.
Living like a undead everyday wearing a mask go work come back home eat bath and sleep really bore and unreal.Getting to know more friends and have more outdoor activities with fren is just a reason for cheating myself.Everything start will always have a ending,everything u want to forget u will always remember...hope that time can past very fast so that sad things can be rub off from the memory.
