Hope

Hope a lot but in return getting nothing
Place hope too much suffer will be more
May be should learn to be satisfy
Hard to live with what is happen now
The trust seen worthless forever
Putting down all the thing
Let it be what it want to be
Try to change it but useless
All the effort done is meaningless
Sometime responsible life is hard to maintain
Attitude and behaviour never change
This is a last chance
Sorry forever

Memory...

After watching 'little manhattan' make me remember those day in childhood.
Friends and everything that happen suddenly come on my mind.
Those who is my best friend and those that i like and i hate.
Really miss u all and how u all been now,i am curious...
From kid until now,seeing myself changing...
Remember that i am so childish and no stress,no worried,no anything...totally free.
Time has pass so fast and now everything is change.
Those happiest time seen like passing very fast.
Those difficult time pass very slow...
From behaviour,thinking,attitude,feeling change to more better and some is worst.
The first love always is unforgetable and unreachable...
The sweet memory remain in our brain for whole life.Just memory...
If there is a chance to go back to the past that is so good...but it is impossible.
Everypeople will only go back to the past when we dreaming.
When everything go worst and wrong,we go back to the pass and beginning to find back the truth and the feel can make us realise that what we have now actuaaly is worth.
We should appreciate every moment we together and take care of every people who be with us now.
In realistic,even every people is selfish and bad but inside their heart that is still have the kind and pure element...they just hide them in order to protect themself and not to get hurt.
Everyone also have their stories,sad and happy past.
The meaning of living is to learn how to love everyone who be with me who be with u.
Life is a game,love is a silly game we play in life.

Should i put down now?

Cutting the whole jungle trees to get a tree.
Everyone also say that is wrong and cannot be done.
My insist and stubborn get me in this.
In the process of getting the tree seen very tired and thirsty.
Then workers start leaving me one by one due to my headstrong.
After a long time being alone and thinking.
I still insist on it but i am lack of energy and water already.
Getting sick and recover,sick and recover...
After that,nobody left only me alone cutting the tree.
In this case,should i put down now?
I think may be i should.....nobody know!