Should i put down now?

Cutting the whole jungle trees to get a tree.
Everyone also say that is wrong and cannot be done.
My insist and stubborn get me in this.
In the process of getting the tree seen very tired and thirsty.
Then workers start leaving me one by one due to my headstrong.
After a long time being alone and thinking.
I still insist on it but i am lack of energy and water already.
Getting sick and recover,sick and recover...
After that,nobody left only me alone cutting the tree.
In this case,should i put down now?
I think may be i should.....nobody know!